When she died I was depressed for a long time, I didn't want to eat or get out of bed because I felt so sad that I didn't feel like doing anything, I just cried and remembered her, she died in a very sad way when she was 10 years old and since she left I have felt that I need to give her more love and attention.
I don't know if I would stay in the past because I wouldn't experience all the beautiful things that have happened to me since she died, but I don't know if I could only go once because it would be very sad not to have her a second time, the best option for me would be to go to look for her in the past, now she would enjoy her as she deserves
I think I will never forget her, she will always be in my heart as the first animal that dedicated her life to giving me love.